The rage is too much....venting

The further i get in my life I'm starting to latch on to a non Trusting mentality, I dnt trust no bitch and no fucking body......i have my select few but i just feel like the world is as fake as they will ever be to me and i'm tired of it. I'm sucha nice person but people take that shit for granted and i'm tired of it like seriously because i don't know what people want from me. I try to treat others as i want to be treated, 1st things 1st i don't fuck with nobodys man so i expect the same in return, i'm tired of these females tryna take HIM from under my nose every chance they get and i'm tired of his fucking ass for not stopping the shit when i say stop but stops it supposedly when it gets outta hand. I am tired of these lame ass whores seriously like i try to be cool and just pray for them because what they doin to me is gonna make it ten times worst for themselves. I am just tired of telling his ass over and fucking over the same shit and trying to shove the simple shit thru his thick ass skull. I'm ready to move on but i don't have the patience to deal with the same shit from another dude i just can't deal with it like i rather be lonely then to move to another relationship after this one. I don't think i will ever trust a man again ever. Like i don't think he cheated on me but he just keeps fucking lying and lately we have been great but its just little situations that makes me freak the fuck out I HATE FEMALES that's a strong word but females are so scandalous shit its absurd.....after reading what i just wrote feels like a ton was lifted off of my shoulders....My mind, body, and soul feels so at ease right now after that. I'm just thankful for becoming stronger and stronger as a person, instead of crying all the time I strive to conquer all my problems now instead of letting them run me down into the dirt miserably, thats something i will never let happen again, never letting people thnk there getting the best of me or think they have me cornered. Nope not no more.