Toooo Funny

Its official. Step Brothers is the funniest movie out right now. I wasn't expecting it to be as funny as it was to be quite honest...Two Thumbs up.

His Vacation....My Sorrow....

The loneliness is slowly eating me up inside, i feel like i need his touch, and it saddens me because i miss him already and i have 3 whole long days to go. I feel so sad because i'm waiting impatiently for my phone to ring from a call or beep from a text with his title flashing across the screen of my phone. I'm trying to hold back from texting him because, i want him to enjoy himself and his time away from me. I had a chance to do it when i went to myrtle beach with my friends, and i feel as though he should have that chance too. I just miss him so much, I want him to miss me the way i miss him. I'm just so upset with myself that i feel the way i feel, i want the strength to not call him until tomorrow but i don't think i have the ability to make it, because i feel like i know what i'm capable of and i guess i just don't think i can hold out that long, even though i should. This feel like a sickness, a love sickness maybe like I'm drunk off of his love, trying to get through the sickening night to sobber up. I'm just so sad because i miss my babes. Its hard because its a drastic change for me, every morning i wake up he is right there beside me, sleeping so peacefully, we see each other everyday, so this is gonna be a hell of a week for me unfortunately. I really need to toughen up, because Love is a beautiful thing and a wonderful feeling, i just hate the other feelings that come with it like these, especially when your addicted the way i am.

I will make an attempt to go to bed, but i don't thing that will be a succesful one. Chances are i will sit there in the dark looking at my phone, pondering about what he could be doing and questioning why he hasn't called me yet, and who really knows for how long. I really hate this feeling, i feel pathetic, and i'm already pissed at myself, for being so weak. Well Attempt one is about to begin. Goodnight Folks



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