Maybe I shouldnt have done that...

Have you ever told a lie that seemed a lil extreme? I always told myself i would never do that but i just didnt feel like going to work yesterday and at first i made the excuse up that i was sick but when i called out a whole other lie came out of my mouth unfortunately. I lied and told them that my mom was involved in a minor car accident and my assistant manager is so over dramatic that she blew the whole thing out of proportion so yea i ended up getting off yesterday just to chill with THE BABE♥, get my hair done, and the biggest of them all I got my first tattoo!!! But i just felt bad first off i prayed right after i told it and asked the lord to forgive me cuz i know i was dead wrong and i just prayed for my family because i shouldnt have done that i never thought i would lie about a situation like that. And Yes I am dead wrong but i am aware of my actions and i have learned from this b/c guilt sucks and can fuck up a day.

The New Tat

Well It was a good experience i was excited, and nervous at the same time...i literally ran when my turn was up. My two buddies deej, and ash accompanied me there and ash held my hand and boy did i squeeze for my dear life cuz it was quite painful. Its pretty and its on my inner right wrist. "L♥VE" I designed it how i wanted it myself and they hooked it up. "Do you have any regrets?" the question i've been asking myself since i got it....Well unfortunately i do, yea i was excited but its just weird to look at it all the time knowing its there and that it will be there for....forever...but i dnt regret getting a tattoo i just wish i woulda got it in a more discreet location.

Update of My Relationship coming up.

Normally being broke sucks....Right?

I've been working at bank of america going on 2 years and i absolutely hate my job. Being the last one from the sooo called "Clique" left is pretty lame. My manager has issues... i believe he told me yesterday that he is only hiring 28 and older now....and isnt that discrimination? Anyway I'm the last one standing unfortunately and even though it is summer i should take up some more hours but i just hate it there i only work 21 hours a week lol, i rather be broke than stressed or agitated, and atleast i'm enjoying the comforts of my summer until i take up my summer class which starts in july.

I'm the smart ass, funny, bitchy, outspoken individual there some love me but some dnt...My manager doesnt really like me and i don't like him. I'm their last part time teller standing and they are really being nice and appreciative of me...i guess in hopes that i stay. But that shit is just an act...what do they think i am stupid.... in the words of Pharell " I ain't a punk bitch, i dnt give a Fuck!" My manager be on some cruddy shit...Well uuuh its about that time that i start getting myself prepared to enter the shit hole... i will take some pics....i'm the drive thru teller so i get a good scenery...lol

New Shiit

Disregard the last post it sucks dealing with an asshole boyfriend....but i still love his ass unfortunately lol.

I use to be a lil blog head with xanga and livejournal but uuuh i havent done it in awhile so its gonna take a lil getting use to but here we go folks.

Babe finally got me my digi cam and she....yes "She" is wonderful and PINK!!! its pretty cool i mean i had a cannon before this 1 but the shit needed batteries and that gets irriating after awhile so i moved up and on from that 1 and gave it to the moms. Now lets talk about Babe now i kinda want to see him later but then again i don't he gets on my nerves. But anyway this bitch ass ex girlfriend of his is getting on my nerves like shit. Babe and I have been dating for 2years and this bitch pops back up n has been calling his phone and he supposely told her to stop calling but the bitch called him at 3:45am sunday morning. So I am about "-- " that close to txting or calling the busted up whore ass bitch and letting her know whats up she is fucking crazy she is the dirt beneath my fucking feet and i have no respect for her whats so ever. Sooo i let him know if this bitch calls again its fucking on...now i dnt have a potty mouth on the regular but shit like that can bring the bitch outta me...feel me I had to Spazzzzzzzz

I'm at a point where i'm having alot of problems with him and i really don't know how i feel about it, like really. I'm just bored cuz we don't do shit, he says i dnt make plans but when i do the he always breaks them...he is a workaholic i mean he is making his money but i'm bored, we use to do alot but now its everything is just a repition...i go over his house in the a.m. or he spends the night...LAME RIGHT and he doesnt seem to have a problem with it......hold up did i mention....he really gets on my nerves....lol

Bri ♥

Bored and Waiting

At this very moment 1:41 a.m. in the morning I'm waiting for him to arrive and it just really agitates me that he has me waiting this long. I need to let all my feelings out right now in this posting but its hard cuz i haven't blogged in a long ass time...but umm here the fuck i go..... Jamar really gets on my fucking nerves, like its to the point where i want to move on to teach him a lesson but i dnt think its worth it right now. I just dont understand why he does shit like this all the time and wonder why we are always fucking arguing. I'm debating on whether to call him or not right now to bitch but i'm tired of bitching to someone that can't get the simple shit through his fucking head. brb